Love....What is that ?

What did I do ?

Why did you brush me aside ?
Why are you making me crazy ?
What are you to make my heart pain ?
I hate myself for giving my all to you
I hate myself even more for still loving you...

I love you...
I still love you forever
Come back to my side please
You know me, that I'm a frail person
Why are you by all means making me tough

Who are you to make me cry
How can you leave me
If you were going to leave me, why did you have me
What is love to leave a scar in my heart
I can no longer embrace anyone else anymore .....

Breakthrough

A breakthrough is when you have struggled hard enough and long enough that you finally see things clearly. You may have been struggling with a problem in your life for days, weeks, months and even years and then POW ! the answer is so clear you wonder what took you so long. Do not give yourself a hard time if you think you should have seen the light a lot earlier. You never could have had your breakthrough without going through your process.

Often the most frustrating days are the days when you are making the most progress.

There are major breakthroughs and minor ones. The major ones do not come along that often.They are usually slow in your process because it takes time for all the elements of your life to come together.The minor breakthroughs, how ever, can happen on a daily basis.Recovering from a heartbreak is hard work. But if all you are doing is struggling, then you may need to look at your minor breakthroughs and congratulate yourself on moving forward in your life, even if feels that it is going at a snail's pace. Any progress is progress.When you have a major breakthrough you may want to celebrate by calling a friend, going to a party or patting yourself on the back. It is good to acknowledge your great achievement. Then get back to LIFE !

Jigsaw Puzzle

Everyday until the sun set,

We got ourselves dirty with mud.

Those days that we wasted so foolishly,
Are hard to throw away.
I'm a dreamer,
But that's just how I am.
Its alright if you don't want to be broken like a jigsaw puzzle.
To you, when someone says 'yes'.
It's the same as they said 'no'.
We thought we would always be free.
When the winds blows through tomorrow.
Even if the puzzle is broken.
Nobody will blame us.
That day, we believed that our dreams weren't wrong.
We just went across the rough seas.
I always knew about the pain I carried in my heart...
Even if you leave this ship, and end up in a different world.
We'll be able to smile in the end.
We continue dreaming.
Continue riding on those embraced dreams...
We'll fight the rough seas today.
Even with our pain,
So that our promises don't become lies.
And then one day,
to you who left our ship,
and now are in a different world.
I will send that completed puzzle.

Masterpiece

If life were a painting..

And you were the artist.
What would you paint ?
Which colors would you use ?
Grey ?
Electric Blue ?
Candy-apple red ?
Is it a landscape ?
Is it a still life ?
A portrait of yourself ?
A portrait of your true love ?
Your most passionate hopes ?
Would you hang it at the center of your home ?
Or the center of your office ?
Or at the center of your heart ?
When others see it....
What will they remember ?
Just lines on a canvas ?
Or a work of art ?
This is your life.
Paint a BOLD picture.
Make it a masterpiece.
Sign your name.

Matahariku

Tertutup sudah pintu .. pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Kubersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu

Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi
Takada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

About Gold Pegasus 10th June 1987

• You are Gold Pegasus, who is extremely cheerful and seems like a very open person.
• You can show consideration to others, and have a good sense of humor.
• You are also a person who doesn't want to loose.
• However, you can be very temperamental, and can suddenly become optimistic, and next minute you are very pessimistic.
• You look for fancy atmosphere in daily life, but you know that is only to cover up for your own dissatisfaction and discontent.
• You possess unworldly bilateral character.
• You have very unique personality, and people who like you and those who don't are clearly divided.
• You tend to be audacious, but you must be careful when you use it.
• Because Gold Pegasus people tend to be divided into those who exhibit great talent and those who can go stray from the right path.
• Unlike your confident attitude, you are rather too nervous, sensitive and can easily change or give up your objectives.
• Your natural instinct is fabulous, and you have a passionate personality.
• You tend to lead life with lots of emotional ups and downs.
• You dislike being restricted, and prefer to enjoy freedom, and this will not change even after you get married.
• Therefore there is a chance of you getting divorced.