Here i am again, no where to hide, no one to go to.Yesterday i did one very very stupid thing and after i done that stupid thing i regretted over my small kid actions. I know everyone must be very impatient wanting to know what stupid thing i did.At about 10:30pm yesterday i called Jason and say i wanted to borrow his car to drive down to KL to see J.Because me and J have been fighting almost everyday. And yesterday was the worst in our relationship.So all alone with an unclear mind of KL roads and directions together with an unfamiliar car i drove to KL.Finding the place where J is. I told J that i am driving now and for the whole journey on the phone all he ask me to do was to stop the car and turn back. Not listening to him, i just continue driving to KL. Trying to find where i should go so that J can find me. I told J i want to go KLCC because i assume it was easy to find. But unfortunately, i lost the way. And after a long time driving i finally found my way to Berjaya Times Square. So J waited there for me. And we finally met. Not saying anything, just raising his voice saying why i done such a stupid thing just to prove him wrong ? He say i make him worried all the way. We went to have dinner at a mamak stall only for about 1 hour i guess. We did not really talk much or discuss much what has happened. He ask me what i wanted to say but i just keep silent to myself. After that i drove back myself, at about 4am i reach back to Nilai. After bathing, i send J a message the main content is stating to ask for a separation.Today morning, i told my friend all about what has happen and they say its just a small matter. Why need to break up..This is not the only matter between me and J. There are so many more difficulties between us. So i waited till today afternoon, but J did not reply or say anything. I thought he was sleeping so i called him wanting to know what is his answer. And i found out he already woke up and is working now. So is the answer written clearly that it is the end already ? Not wanting to accept the fact that badly...But i guess this is the best choice.............
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If you had thought about it carefully and thoroughly and still decide to break up.. then I guess there's nothing can be done already.. when there's something wrong in a relationship, no point to go forward already.. short term pain is better than long term pain.. anyway.. cheer up ya and support you!.. there's still many ppl looking up and care for you.. XD
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