Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Living life in a fast pace

Living life in a fast pace ? What is the meaning of this phrase.There can be many depending on who you are.For me, its like wanting the time to past so fast together with those past memories. But it isnt easy living in a fast pace.

Where memories will be forgotten. Are there actually memorable memories for me to remember ? I am begining to doubt myself. Who will i become in future ? Where will i be in few years time ? Who am i actually ? The real me. I am lost.

A person who only appreciate things when its gone ? When it is no more turning back ? When will i begin to understand myself ? In another 10 years time or in another 20 years time or even NEVER. Life is unfair,so we have to accept the unfair edge! The question that i want to know the answer the most is When will i be matured enough to be independant ?

Patiently i stand by here,the days goes by just in a blink of an eye. Time really passes so so so fast where words are unspoken and hearts are often broken. Each and everyday i am trying to find my innerself. Hoping one day it will be found !

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

What sort of memories you want to keep? if it is the bad one, it will rather to be forgotten instead of staying at the same place. Life seem to be unfair all the time but it also depend on how you want it to be and where you want it to be. It is all control by your own thoughts. You life is in your own hand... whether you want it to be excited it is.... you have to create it yourself vice versa if you want to live in a dullful life you can jux leave it...

When a person becoming more matured is depend on how or when there want it be... some can pretend there are very mature and vice versa for those are mature sometime there want to be like kids... Maturity is gain through the experience and problem you face and when you have solve it your maturity will move to the next level coz you will know the through meaning of the problem in that time....